I believe that the greatest thing you'll ever learn in life is to just love and be loved in return. It may seem simple when said, but hard to carry to a successful conclusion. From the beginning of my life one question establishes throughout my mind... why is life always so cruel? Is life always going to treat me like the fool I am. Are you supposed to be sad all the time? Why does life always hurt? Life to me is a big puzzle that you can never figure out. You don't know what's around the corner. Seems like every word now a days is just a diss. I don't know why, but it feels like I have been stabbed in the back over and over. Fears of life I still lack and I do not want to live this life no more. I just want to die, just drop down to the floor... Sometimes I wish I could have a gun to... but I realize that this is the real world... this is LIFE!